MERDEKA~!
it’s 31st of august…merdeka!!!why am i still blogging?it’s public holiday..im supposed to be out and playing..but not today..
have assignments to finish..2 of them actually..wanted to finish up asap so can study for my finals..btw finals is just about 3 more weeks….furck~not even ready for it..this sem a bit more tension cause im alredi taking less subjects to reduce my burden.if dont do well again, guess im left with a choice..change course or change uni to college..
yesterday after lunch was walking with my fren and she told me she regretted coming to MMU.well, soo yeu im on your side too..i regret too~not because of anything mainly becuase we chose the wrong course.other people who did diploma and acca papers are already stuck to a permanent job..whereas us…stuck in uni life still..and to tell ya the truth i might even have to extend..not enough hours to train + some other reasons.
i know i have disappointed my dad..you know he have high hopes,dreams well arranged for me..but why cant i fulfill his dreams?(crying while writing this line)my bro did well so he has no worries with him..see my bro is also a MMU graduate. the most touching thing that my dad said to me was..dont worry finish up your degree i’ll send you to australia after your degree to do your second degree…i know in my heart too my mum was worried bout me..although she show no signs of it, i know..i’ve been trying hard..i’ve been doing my tutorials…seriously…but why cant i make it up the ladder just a few more steps…life is just unfair…
ok..i’ve been blogging too much today…will blog again tomorrow…it’s time for assignments again~
