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it’s 31st of august…merdeka!!!why am i still blogging?it’s public holiday..im supposed to be out and playing..but not today..

have assignments to finish..2 of them actually..wanted to finish up asap so can study for my finals..btw finals is just about 3 more weeks….furck~not even ready for it..this sem a bit more tension cause im alredi taking less subjects to reduce my burden.if dont do well again, guess im left with a choice..change course or change uni to college..

yesterday after lunch was walking with my fren and she told me she regretted coming to MMU.well, soo yeu im on your side too..i regret too~not because of anything mainly becuase we chose the wrong course.other people who did diploma and acca papers are already stuck to a permanent job..whereas us…stuck in uni life still..and to tell ya the truth i might even have to extend..not enough hours to train + some other reasons.

i know i have disappointed my dad..you know he have high hopes,dreams well arranged for me..but why cant i fulfill his dreams?(crying while writing this line)my bro did well so he has no worries with him..see my bro is also a  MMU graduate. the most touching thing that my dad said to me was..dont worry finish up your degree i’ll send you to australia after your degree to do your second degree…i know in my heart too my mum was worried bout me..although she show no signs of it, i know..i’ve been trying hard..i’ve been doing my tutorials…seriously…but why cant i make it up the ladder just a few more steps…life is just unfair…

ok..i’ve been blogging too much today…will blog again tomorrow…it’s time for assignments again~

plans for today? shopping + movies..The maid..cool trailer + preview..advertisement damn geng ok…booked 6 tickets in sunway..but i think only 2 tickets needed ler…one for me one for chai hoang..nobody is interested in horror..poor me..i just love horor movies a lot..dont know why..but then chi kek lor..

actually not supposed to go out..cause 1. im broke. 2. a lot of work to do some more. but temptation. i just cant ressist it.yesterday went makan some western food in cheras..damn full after that..came back tired so sleep..im a pig~

no class today..why..cause last week haze holiday..so nobody presenting lor..somemore a few more groups lack of 1 week behind..taxation lec went somewhere for a week..maybe balik kampung kua..so no class..practically did nothing today..did not even leave the housee unless going out to hang and keep clothes is considered out of the house?

did my ca questions but most of it with the answer beside me ler…if not dunno how to start also.got a test this friday..looking forward to it cause it’s my last test..and for the next few more weeks got assignments and presentations..after that finals already..

aunty came to visit me yesterday so very very tired today..woke up around 9 am but then slept again at 11.30-1.30pm…guess my aunty make me tired..muahaha..

skipped lunch cause cant get anything to eat after 1pm.so eat junk..fruits,twisties….have quiz tomorrow..read the textbook but blur..so now reading the notes while listening to rick dee’s ..

concentration not very good though prefer the songs more than the books..

have a test this fri..scared but hopefully im ready for it…

planning to pay my fee’s asap to avoid the queue in the bank…you know lah everytime pay up time it’s packed…

mum called to say that the haze flew to pg now..she said fly here and there

heheheh..missed her so much….wish she was nearer to me..no post for her in putrajaya or else she would have moved here…:) im fine with staying with her…heheheh